The surgery department called to schedule my orientation, which is where I meet the docs and they eval me and make a decision. Orientation is only on Fridays from 1:30-3:00. My boss (who has no idea about any of this until it's final) said "no way" to my having a Dr's appt this Friday (no one to cover me), and next Friday we'll be out of state, so my appt. is for the Friday after that. I hafta wait 18 days instead of 4 days! (I'm quite impatient). I want to get this ball rolling! I know that psych evals and dietary training are required before surgery, so I want to get this ball rolling! I am so ready! I don't want to wait anymore! If there's a plus-side to this, it's that I can splurge a little in Vegas, whereas after my consultation, I'll be put on a diet, and wouldn't have been able to. Downside is that I've been finding myself thinking/saying, "oh, I'll splurge with an extra helping, or junk food, because I won't be able to for long... may as well enjoy it while I can!" which obviously isn't ok...
this may be my last entry until after my evaluation in 2 weeks. Prayers please!
What you need is someone to stop you from snacking. If only you had a handsome bald man to do so...
ReplyDeleteI love you. You are gonna do great, we will get through this together. I am proud of you.